Wheee~~   
11:30am 16/06/2008
 
mood: amused
music: Thriller
Ahhh~ cheers for enjoying the sunlight and just kicking back. I actually got the donation link made for the site, so I am happy. Plus~~ I feel like writing!

|D Time to work on my Reader x Alucard chappie fic! I would work on my Reader x Sanji fic that Crysuu has been waiting for.. but.. NOT UNTIL SHE WORKS ON TALKING BLUES! D< YOU HEAR MEH CRYS!? I. WANT. SHANKS!

iwuvyou! But I still want Shanks.. And if you revive Jiraiya or brutally maim/feed to the Kusabi Kishimoto, I will write for Neji.


But it is a nice cloudy day outside. Too humid and lacking of a breeze to spend outdoors of course, as it is Florida, but a nice day to have the curtains pulled back.

So maybe I will actually get sufficient work done on my story, or maybe I will end up just curling up to a good book near the window. Either way, I am feeling rather nice today and enjoying a reprieve from my usual rut these days.

I probably just need a hobby to keep me out of the bad funk though, and one outside at that since sunlight helps improve moods. ::le sigh:: If only I lived in an arctic country, I could take up snowboarding.

XD So anyway, this post really had no point~ I am just kinda energetic and talkative right now I guess.


Now, off to write~ ;p
 
     
4 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
._.   
04:46pm 27/03/2008
 
mood: sick
music: Progeny - Hans Zimmer
Jeez, I haven't been on here since my last post.. though, I haven't really been on the internet for like two weeks.

And now I am sick as a dog. I'm posting cause it hurts too much to sleep, and I already almost OD'd on painkiller, so I can't do anything about it right now.

Had my grandmother take a look at me, and she said my throat is blood red and that I have a fever. So she and mom are going to force me to go to a doctor. I really hate doctors.

But I have been vegging in and out, and I swear I was delirious with this fever a few times. Not even an hour ago and I was laying here feeling like I was spinning. And I remember little of the past few days.

Plus I threw up everything in my stomach and have barely been able to eat for the last three days... or is it four days. I don't even know anymore.

All I do know is I am about to not care if these damn pills are only two in 24 hours D< (Had like 6-8 in 36 hours before finding that out). Hurts too much for me to give a shit.. I wonder if I beg, if the doctor will knock me out for a few days.. since I wake up constantly from pain.



Edit - Well, a couple of new things have happened. One, when my fever reached its peak and I just couldn't stand it, I took a cool shower. I started out with the water warm and then moved it to cool, but I still couldn't stay in long.. and it sent my body into a state of shock. Since I didn't panic and realized what was happening almost instantly, I was fine and my fever broke. But, it's not the best thing in the world to be choked by your own pounding pulse.

I did wake up in a cold sweat, but without that awful fever thankfully. And the full body pain has faded a bit.

Also, now instead of the normal yellow mucus one coughs up that signifies an infection of the lungs.. I am coughing up thick brown mucus. I am rather nervous about that... ::whines:: I want some antibiotics. ::hasn't been to the doctor yet::
 
     
4 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
>.>;   
01:29pm 27/02/2008
 
mood: cheerful
music: La Pared (Acustica Version)
Yeah... I haven't been on here in forever. ::coughs:: been busy, and just haven't really thought about it much.

Something terrible happened recently though. The hard drive on my laptop burned out, after having the thing barely two months, and with it went every story I had ever written (2000+). The people at Geek Squad, who suck by the way, said that for the price I paid they couldn't find anything. And I don't exactly have $1600, ya know? A friend of mom's is looking at it. At first he couldn't find anything with the method he tried, but when he found out I was crying he decided to order this one piece of hardware that should help him get the stuff.

So yeah, I kind of fell into a depression and laid about the house. Then, finally, I went looking through my old cds and such. You see, I had the stories on my desktop before I got the laptop. However, I had wiped the desktop clean and set it back to factory settings. But, I had to of made a copy of everything that was on there before that.

After a good bit of digging, I found my stories as they had been before I got the laptop. Meaning minus updates to fics on there, and minus about 20~30ish extra stories. I remembered some of the most important ones though. So I am happy again.

If that guy gets the stuff off my old hard drive I will be extremely happy. For now though, I am just glad to of not lost a good.. ten years worth of writing. Even if well over half of it is in dire need of revision. XDD




Now, onto fic updates:

I will be devoting myself to Syndetos. Which, for those of you that do not know it, is my crossover between Harry Potter and Labyrinth. It's pretty good, a surprising thing to hear from me considering how old it is, and I am set on finishing the thing.

Perhaps I will spin off a few random things inbetween my possessed writing spree on it. You know, drabbles, crack fics.. maybe smut if we are all exceedingly lucky (yay for Porn Without Plot)!

After that though, and a couple of one-shots.. I am likely going to finally get really going on my favorite idea—Led Astray.

It is Hidan~ and it is one of the few ways I can see him actually falling IN LOVE. I mean, it's against his religion to do so after all and he is rather devote. So I really adore the idea. XD Even if Crys says my ideas are digging a little deep. :D That's one of the things I am good at, after all~ and it is one thing that makes my stories so unique.

>D Now, to work on my ficcies~! ♥
 
     
5 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
1. 2.. 3... [facefault]   
10:31am 08/11/2007
 
mood: Bleeeeh
music: Starts With Goodbye
@_____@ So much to do..

I have to write up the guide for processing stories on my site, get the forum up, clean the house, organize the files on my computer, get all the programs back on my computer now that it is fixed, take care of the animals, make a list of all the problems to fix on the site, do my php lessons, maybe somehow hopefully get to write a bit, and various other things.. all just today!

Plus I just got done sorting through 1056 emails. v,v


Good news though.. I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN CAR... SUV... whatever. >.> It's a Grand Vitara.. that's all I know. ::sonotcarsmart::

It was my grandmother's.. well technically my aunt's.. but she just got herself a truck, since she likes those, and now I get it. x3 So no more problems with getting places~

Now I need to One-Piece-ify my suv~ Yuh huh huh!

Aaand I think I may go to Universal again either tomorrow or the day after. Shi hee hee~ ::has an annual pass for stress relief::


Anyway.. I'm going to post a little snippet of info on the site later about just what we are looking for in stories.. cause I know some people are still freaking. >.>;


Oh yeah: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071103/ap_on_sc/brighter_comet I am so searching for that tonight! It's named after my idol! >D
 
     
9 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
[Sulk]   
11:07pm 25/10/2007
 
mood: sad
music: [Movie] Fantasic Four II
::gnawing on Ace's hat:: ; ;

My computer is screwed up right now, so I am trying to get everything off it so I can wipe the thing clean and revert it back to factory settings.. but it is taking so loooong.

I revived my external hard drive, only for the files to not transfer right and pop up weird errors.. I tried ftp uploads, but I can't do files over 30MB or it takes 8 hours per file.

My disc drive likes to give me tons of problems as far as reading the dvds, so it's just really really hard to fricken get anything copied.

Though, Fantastic Four II is making me happy. >D Johnny is so yummy~~


I really really want to write right now, but I can't do much of anything on this computer till I get it fixed.. I could steal the laptop, but mom will be taking it tomorrow anyway when she leaves... for 2 and a half months.. leaving me in charge of everything over here.

Including her evil kitty, one of three of our cats, Miyuki. xD Love the cat to death.. but she is so annoying most of the time.. and a creepy stalker at that.

And I'd use the other desktop.. but it is old, windows 98, and I'd have to put open office or something on it.


Probably by the time I get the computer fixed up, I won't feel like writing anymore.. that's usually how it works.
 
     
5 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Class One:   
09:50am 22/10/2007
 
mood: bored
music: I wish I had music..
This class is about basic computer functions. It covers:

Windows Operating System
Microsoft Word
Microsoft Excel
Microsoft Power Point
Microsoft Access

So yeah.. I'm a little bored right now.

A little very very bored.

Everyone is... we're all surfing the internet.

This class lasts from October 22 - November 15.

The teacher's accent is so damn thick too.. v.v Anyway.. the site is up.. so go post things for bored little Tsu-Tsu to read. ; ;

♥~?


Edit: Turns out we're not even allowed to be surfing the internet... but fuck that. D<

Also the financial aid stuff is being annoying, and there could be some serious trouble since mom did not file taxes last year.. but if they give me trouble, well they can just keep the shit. I haven't gotten books yet, nor learned anything from this class that I didn't already kno. So if it is too troublesome, I'll just drop and go to Alaska with mom.

::shrugs:: Anyway, I'm still bored.. and I get to find out if I can get in here fully at 1 est. Don't ask just why I was allowed into a class before the funding got taken care of.. cause it's just weird.

They said I have till wednesday though.. but if they try to charge me for this class if I drop.. there will be HELL to pay. Especially after the application charges.
 
     
27 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Update   
01:34pm 21/10/2007
 
mood: depressed
Tsula's fine.

Surgery went well.
She has 20/20 vision, hooray.

The stories are uploading onto FOSFF. Once that's done, the site will reopen.

That's about it.

~Crys-chan
 
     
4 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
. . .   
01:42pm 19/10/2007
 
mood: annoyed
music: Pretty singing from my new bird Hanaku.
Okay, I have a few minutes before I head out to surgery and I just wanted to address something that came across as utterly retarded.

People not only sending me emails when we've asked everyone NOT to, but sending me rude ones at that.

If the person in question does happen to come here, I have this to say since I just deleted all the emails anyway:


Why not try LOOKING yourself? I really don't have time to babysit your stupidity, and if you really want something, how about being fucking nice about it? Or maybe that's just such a difficult concept that the very idea fries your brain and has it leaking out your ears.

I'll spell it out loud and clear though, since the person probably got lost in all the big words anyway.

Learn. To. Read. You. Asstard.



Okay, that's all I have to say for now. I'm off to surgery, see you guys in a few weeks I guess.
 
     
10 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Contact Information   
09:38am 19/10/2007
 
mood: crazy
For now, do not email Tsula.

We have other staff members who would love to be emailed by our members of FOSFF.

Crys-chan: fullmetal_no_tenshi@yahoo.com

Other moderators and administrators are advised to leave their emails for members. This entry will be updated with said information.

-Crys-chan
 
     
3 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Hurrah!   
07:49am 19/10/2007
 
mood: sleepy
Crys-chan, once again~

I was playing with FOSFF once again and figured out that the errors only occurred on a certain skin. Meaning, guess what?

THE SITE IS OPEN!

You only have two new skins available to you, be sure that you are using the Zen skins when you are signed in. Mods and admins, you too. :3

Have fun, my children~

EDIT Going back under site maintenance. Apparently, no stories will show up when trying to be read. D:

Got another two weeks of waiting now. =___=
 
     
1 green beast | way of the ninja
 
   
11:40pm 18/10/2007
 
mood: indifferent
music: Silence.
Crys-chan here.

Tsula has went to bed, seeing that she has a very big and busy day tomorrow.

So, I'm here to relay information regarding FOSFF. First the site is up and running, however, if you go to the site you will receive a message that it is under maintenance. There are actually still some errors I've run into while poking around, so you can't really do anything on said site unless you're administrator or moderator.

Mods and Admins, don't upload anything and don't do anything. You can poke around and check it out but that's all you may do.

As for the rather sad news, Tsula will not be working on FOSFF or FZ for probably a month. She's going in tomorrow for lasic eye surgery and she won't be allowed to be on a computer until her eyes have healed. So, kids, I'm sorry to say but you'll have to wait before FOSFF is running and functional with no errors.

I'll check again if those errors still pop up, but I'm pretty sure they will.

Don't bother emailing Tsula. Don't even bother her after she gets both sites up and running. I'm still pretty pissed that someone emailed Tsula when I specifically said NOT to saying that the site was temporarily offline.

DON'T. BOTHER. TSULA. Don't email her about the site. Don't even IM her about it. Just leave her alone and come bother me or the other staff members. Simple as that. Seriously, people.

Anyway, that's all there is to report. Sadly, Tsula won't be updating her journal, however I will be posting on her recovery and anything else that comes to mind.
 
     
4 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Ahem   
09:50am 18/10/2007
 
mood: anxious
music: Twork it out >D
Okay, an issue I need to address~

So try not to be hypnotized by my awesome new layout while I speak. I won't keep you long, so that way you can go back to adoring the amazing genius, the Naru-turtle, and Gai's distracting sparkly of doom. >.>

Anyway, no, it isn't just you; the forums are supposed to be down right now. xD The database hasn't been moved to the new host yet, where the DNS is currently pointing. So until I dive into the database and transfer the files, which is a pest since it takes so long to do ONE FILE, it'll be down.

I need to get that up soon.. but I may not have time today or tomorrow. c.c; I have an eye appointment today.. an exam to see if I can have lasik surgery done since I am tired of glasses and contacts. Plus I have to get all that FAFSA stuff done for my financial aid to get me in school. Tomorrow I have to leave early early in the morning and meet up with my financial counselor for that and then go to an orientation.

So yeah, busy busy busy. c,c

Now, you are free to resume staring at the awesomeness~! ::starestarestarejumpcuddleglompstarestarestare::
 
     
4 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
x3   
06:54am 17/10/2007
 
mood: Lee~~ <3
music: 夢物語
Guess who should be starting college Monday by the look of things and who aced her entrance exam~~

I'M SO EXCITED!

Plus I have this sexy new layout that Crys woke me up to see. xD I looooooove it~~~ <3333


However, something sucky as hell though.. I keep getting this stupid error when trying to fix up the site. c.c It's something about the time for the process exceeding 30 secs... which is stupid when everything else took LONGER and got no error.. I get so close after fixing another error and get THAT. ::fumes::

Ah well, I shall just cuddle Lee while I get my room fixed up and all my papers in order for meeting my admission's counselor today. And he is really awesome too. xD All the people there seem so nice, and the guy swore I didn't look a day over 15. It's probably since I usually talk all 'cute' as Crys says while in public.. that and I guess I take after my mother in neither looking nor acting my age. >.>;
 
     
16 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Hehehe...   
02:57am 17/10/2007
 
mood: >:D
music: Goodbye Days- YUI
I made a little present for Tsu-chan :3
This is Crys-chan, by the way.

I hope she'll love the new layout.

Anyway, haven't talked to her since she called, so I don't know the status of the move. Though, I could call her now and tell her of her little present... :3

Maybe I will.

Anyway, thanks for your patience but you'll just have to wait a bit longer. You all are being really great in not hassling. :D

Until then, bye bye
Crys-chan.
 
     
4 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
At least we are getting somewhere~   
04:35am 16/10/2007
 
mood: thirsty
music: Madan - TM Revolution
Thanks to Crys-chan's determination that I get sleep, I looked up and found a way to transfer files automatically instead of me having to supervise it all. All of FOSFF's files were finished up while I slept. xD

The new account with my host is operating now and the DNS has been changed to point to the new server. However, it could take up to 72 hours for that change to take full effect. I cannot begin uploading files till then either really, since I'm not sure just where in this mess of ftp folders the site files are supposed to go.

It's either in the root, one of the root folders, or in its own folder either in the root itself or in one of those aforementioned folders that already exist.

So yeah, I get to play around with that afterwards and while the files do upload I get to put the database together on the new server.

Plus I have to talk with Teddy tonight about switching the domain name to my account, we hadn't gotten to that last time and she just got charged for it. xD Hope she has paypal to make paying her back easier..


Today I should be able to go check out that college too... nice long drive for me. But at least I will be in a car that my iPod adapter actually works in. >D For some reason, it keeps getting ejected in the van. c.c


But, back to the site... Still looking to be up something around the weekend. I know that's a bit of a wait, but I have to debug it and add a couple of things while it is down.. No one on eFiction has answered me about the mass email problem, so that may be out.

Till then though, someone put forth a good idea of catching up on your fanfic writing. ;p Or hey, it's a good time to catch up on some book reading too~ refresh yourself with ideas and make ready to let loose a bunch of updates! And if you aren't a writer, well reading books helps with that too. ;D
 
     
19 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Update   
03:23am 15/10/2007
 
mood: working
music: Stole
Ow.. my head.

902/3475 file folders downloaded so far. [Just from the story section for FOSFF v,v;;]


I have an appointment to check out a new college today, so I will have to take a break from this then.. But I don't know if even pulling an all-nighter will help me get done before tomorrow.

The 16th is when I get billed by my current hosts.. and I was hoping to not have to fork over another $20 to them.

Perhaps if I don't take a break besides that appointment and a much needed trip to the grocery store, I can have both sites downloaded before midnight. c.c


I hope..



Also, thank you all for such sweet well wishes and for your patience. I know very well how much it sucks to have a site you like down like this, and I am driven to get them back up as soon as possible.. hopefully with some of those bugs worked out.

I'm not sure just how long it will take really.. if I do manage to get it all off this server tonight, then maybe before this weekend.

I'm working on getting a job too, so that could slow things down. >.>;


Some good news though~ I found a nice little class just for PHP and MySQL, which I need to better take care of the sites. It's only $100 and covers everything I need, so I think I will be taking that course soon. :D



Edit: Appointment canceled since my car, that my grandmother and I share until we get me my own or I get that one, is in the shop. Damn fuel line is faulty, it's hard to get gas to come through it since it keeps dropping back into the tank. So she had to take it in to be worked on... for the rest of the day. Meaning I ain't going anywhere today.

All because everyone knows I hate driving my mom's big ass van. xD [So not complaining about not having to deal with that thing.]

Thus I am going to devote all day, and possibly all night, to getting these files copied and cleaning the house... I think all that caffeine has warped my brain to make me want to clean. @_____@


Current file count on story folders for FOSFF = 1210/3475.


Stories is all that is left besides the database itself. The latter of which being user information, reviews, news, and things like that.

Fictionzone has almost everything but the stories and the database copied now as well.

So with the way things are going, it seems like I could meet my deadline. However, there is one draw back.. the new server is not up yet, so anyone who has not seen to come here till the site is up, will unfortunately find a missing site and no explanation if I meet that deadline.

If that happens, and when they say this afterwards, I apologize for freaking them out. xD




Edit II: Sonova... ugh. Well, looks like I am paying that extra $20. I just realized one dangerous problem that could arise if I cancel with my current host before I get the site running fully on the new one.

You see... I am not very used to messing around with SQL files and if I were to download them, cancel the account, and then upload them onto the new one.. I may find that they didn't copy right and we could end up with an empty archive.. that would certainly piss EVERYONE off; myself included.

So I will be keeping the current host for now to hold onto my databases as a precaution. It would not be fun to rewrite 10,000+ line files to keep us from losing everything we have on those sites... and I'm not forking out a couple of hundred bucks for someone else to do it. x,x;

Plus side though... this means I don't have to stay up for another 14 hours. xD
 
     
48 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
What a Morning   
05:18am 13/10/2007
 
mood: cranky
music: ER noise.. and the F-ing news.
Well, guess what I get to do at 4 in the morning.. Take my mother to the Emergency Room. c.c

It's boring as hell, slow to get her back there even though she is in great pain, and now suddenly it is busy. She didn't even want to come, but not knowing what is really wrong with her worries me.

So yeah, I'm stuck here waiting and waiting...and the battery on my laptop is about to die... thank you technology for making batteries that last about an HOUR off the charger.

Time to sign off it I guess and enjoy the great things to see in the ER~ D<


Whee.



Edit: After nearly three hours of sitting there.. I finally get to stop worrying. v.v She's till in pain, but thankfully the problem has been taken care of.. dumb fucks proscribed her Ibuprofen though! WTH is wrong with them? c.c She doesn't need a proscription for that, especially the strength they gave, it's just fricken Tylenol.

Ugh. But at least that is one less thing to deal with. Now I get to get back to moving the websites and look forward to staying up for most of today to run errands when I have been up since sometime yesterday afternoon already.

...I need sweets for this. >.>
 
     
34 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Yay! More Drama...   
12:00am 13/10/2007
 
mood: angry
Okay, well I just had to fire a mod for bad behavior.. the type of thing that really pisses me off. Now she is bitching at Crys for some stupid reason. I am the one who fired her, no one else. She was stirring up shit between people and had done it twice in fact. She hurt my best friend, had other people hurt her as well, and before had made a problem between an admin and a mod even worse.


And she didn't see it coming.. Jeez.


I do not appreciate drama. I hate it and I expect a WHOLE lot better from a person I allowed to be a damn moderator!


If it's not one thing its another.. between the site problems and all the bitching I get, I grow so tired of running the sites. But you know what? That only makes me much less lenient with people who break the rules.

So congratulations to all the people that like to bite my head off! You're slowly but surely turning me Nazi~! You should feel so proud. >D


Asses.


[Much love to all the people NOT giving me a hard time all the time though.]
 
     
18 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Hmm   
08:12pm 12/10/2007
 
mood: indifferent
music: Unwritten Letter #1
Okay, explanation time kiddies~

Yes, both sites are now down. The reason for this is because I am now rather fed up with my hosts so I am changing to a new one. I am copying all files to move them, so the site will be non-functional till then.

Leaving the forum up for the time being though.


Please, no 'hurry up' messages or I promise to take much longer. I already know people have a tendency to get antsy when the site is down, but I have enough on my hands already.

I have no idea how long the move will take, so you'd be wasting your time asking.


I'll keep you guys posted though.
 
     
17 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
Tch.   
08:44pm 11/10/2007
 
mood: annoyed
music: Kalinka
Ah, crappers and milk.

I am supposed to be on leave from everything related to my websites for stress relief purposes since a lot of good-for-nothing whiners, who like to bitch, grumble, and lob insults over my head, seem to frequent them. However both sites are now down because my hosting service seems to suck Spandam balls, and thus I have no choice but to bury myself in PHP and MySQL for the next few days to get everything up and running again.

This really does nothing for my stress, which had gotten so high I was tempted to shut down the damn sites because people were pissing me off.


Both sites are down until further notice, and yes I will post the news here. I will not be answering questions about the purge, mods, or anything like that. You want to know how goes the maintenance, I will let you know.

You want to bitch about getting rid of things that do not even pass for stories? Or about certain things you've heard and like to assume about? Then talk to the wall, since it has more interest in hearing that then I ever will.

Want to ask about being a mod? Tell Crys-chan why you should and let her get to know you.


Also, if anyone who talks to me thinks I seem rather pissy... well keep in mind this crap is happening at a very painful time of the month.
 
     
11 green beasts | way of the ninja
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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